We're headed toChelsea Handler's house.
Am I nervous about today?Yes, I am.
There's trepidations,there's stress levels.
I haven't spoken to Chelseafor two years.
was a family to you, in essence.
And so when people didn'treach out, it is hurtful.
It's like, oh, we're turningour backs on you,when that might not--
Yeah, that hurt me.
I just felt like they hadto keep going, they havea show to do.
And I felt like I had a lotto do with that show, as a partof the family.
So I kind of miss the funenvironment, the regularpaycheck.
So when that ran out, it kindof shifted me a little bit.
Do I think it had anything to dowith my episode? I mean--
But it did impact the stressorsin your life, meaning-- it was,yeah.
Yes, which may have indirectlyled somewhat to me goingwhere I went.
Talked to Chelsea, who knowswhat's gonna happen.
Another bad decision by Brody.
I mean, even when I drive,I make bad, [BLEEP]ingdecisions.
Today I have an opportunityto possibly make things better.
She might go, "Brody, why didyou leave the show?
"Why did you causeweird energy?"
I go, "Because I'm immature.
"I'm not fully developed.I'm a late bloomer."